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This most certainly will not do.

But it explains why he has been so quiet. My brother, you truly know how to upset me.

I'm going out. Maybe to the clocktower, or Chalkoi, or Obol.

They sound enjoyable.

I will be back.

I am going alone.

Luki.
Noki.

...I do hope you are enjoying yourselves, sisters.

Everyone seems to be...leaving.

Mother, Freuling, if you are in need of anything do ask. Heine.

It seems that some things have happened. How terrible, isn't it. Such mass death. How meaningless.

I'm going out tonight for an extended walk, if anyone should wish to join me, let me know. Also, Devil's Nest is most likely in need of employees now.

Greed? Don't you think so?

Mother. She is... I am so pleased to see her here again.

I hate the gods. They do not understand a thing. They have no place to say anything ... like that. To me, about Mother.

No.

They do not know a thing. Rude, foolish gods.

Where is he?

Tell me.

Now.

Where. Is. Greed?!

Tell me. Now.

I will...

You will...tell me!

[ The sound of footsteps walking away, and gunfire. And then the sound of a foot through solid wood, but it's far away by now. And then some gunfire, as he walks away from the terminal. ]

Mother's day.

I didn't... --

I -- ...Mother. I -- hope things are well at home.

Also would appreciate if people would not have sex over the network, or would have the common sense to turn off the terminals near by so they can't accidentally do it. Is it so difficult to do that? At least?

I am positive no one wants to hear it.

And I know no one in the correct state of mind who would like anyone to hear it.

It's over.
I'm... relieved.

My mind was obviously not in the right place I asked Greed to break fingers ~~however, it did work in temporarily numbing the pain in my neck, so I have no regrets~~. And some how it ended with me getting my entire arm broken, not knowing I am not as I was before I arrived here. However, I am still capable of shooting a gun with my right hand. I will be sure to think before I make foolish requests like that again, and I will handle the punishment as it comes. It is what mother would want me to do.

However, this will make tomorrow extremely difficult.

On the side, I do feel extraordinarily better. Perhaps I can get back to work for the remainder of the night.

...Does anyone have a sling I can put my arm in for the time being?

Six more days.

Anemone, you are better, I assume?

Mother... Where are you? I wish you were here. I need you... ...what was that dream. It was so clear.

What should I do? I'm stuck here. I need to be at home. I could bring brother to you then you would be very happy, and proud. Perhaps I could be your favorite after we, no I, break him. He's mine to break. He's very fragile, you know. Very easy to break. But he repairs quickly and tries to break back, so maybe if I break him, he will break me. It doesn't matter, what she wants, she gets, even if I have to drag him home limb by limb and we have to reassemble him. I wish he would be willing.

...It hurts. My neck...hurts.

I should go back to sleep, but what if I have another dream? No. I'll stay awake.

[[ Entire entry was meant to be privated. But he's kinda gone so. Yeah. Didn't do a good job at that. Approach with caution. ]]