Zehn.

Is there enough beds for all the guests that we have living here? If not, my room is open until we are able to make another few. I will sleep elsewhere until then, perhaps. Please do get along, I would hate to have to repaint the Devil's Nest with blood splatters. It's in poor taste to invite guests there while it is in such condition.

I have been deep in thought the past few days by matters mentioned to me, and discussed, even if only openly. They have forced me to think, and answer questions. And live here quietly

Seven more days.
Seven.

It isn't that long to wait. To be able to be who I was. Mother would be pleased to see I have behaved myself. I miss "dog" not being an insult or a comment on the fact that I have a collar. After all, the collar doesn't make the dog, nor does its master. Simply there to aid in training, as to say, mine has been running rather wild lately. Perhaps I should tie him up out back, so I could play with him when I wish. I do hope many plan on attending the after party at the ball. I will be there, being security.

Do behave, do not forget that I don't hesitate to injure people for misbehaving. Being drunk does not provide a logical excuse. Do not forget this is someone else's home as well.

Staying on your best behavior will keep you from becoming part of the decorating. And do not break the furniture.

( Private to Self // Unhackable )

Elf.

Mother... Where are you? I wish you were here. I need you... ...what was that dream. It was so clear.

What should I do? I'm stuck here. I need to be at home. I could bring brother to you then you would be very happy, and proud. Perhaps I could be your favorite after we, no I, break him. He's mine to break. He's very fragile, you know. Very easy to break. But he repairs quickly and tries to break back, so maybe if I break him, he will break me. It doesn't matter, what she wants, she gets, even if I have to drag him home limb by limb and we have to reassemble him. I wish he would be willing.

...It hurts. My neck...hurts.

I should go back to sleep, but what if I have another dream? No. I'll stay awake.

[[ Entire entry was meant to be privated. But he's kinda gone so. Yeah. Didn't do a good job at that. Approach with caution. ]]