Vierundvierzig. [ VOICE ]

[achtundsechzigbu]

...

Where?

Lily?

Heine?

... ... ... ... ...

Comments

[voice]

[maiglockchens.livejournal.com]

<sub>But you didn't die. You kept living...

... Giovanni...</sub>

[voice]

[achtundsechzig.livejournal.com]

Because I fought for her. I always want to fight for her.

[voice]

[maiglockchens.livejournal.com]

_{Just for her?}

[voice]

[achtundsechzig.livejournal.com]

Only Mother.

[voice]

[maiglockchens.livejournal.com]

_{What if she was gone?}

[voice]

[achtundsechzig.livejournal.com]

I wouldn't fight anymore.

[voice]

[maiglockchens.livejournal.com]

Oh...

I understand.

[voice]

[achtundsechzig.livejournal.com]

...Good.

[voice]

[maiglockchens.livejournal.com]

... _{Do you?}

[voice]

[achtundsechzig.livejournal.com]

No.

[voice]

[maiglockchens.livejournal.com]

How can't you understand?

[voice]

[achtundsechzig.livejournal.com]

Because I don't want to fight -- but...

If Mother loved me, would she make me fight.

[voice]

[maiglockchens.livejournal.com]

<sub>Yeah. She loved Heine best, and made him fight...

Why do you want her to 'love' you?</sub>

[voice]

[achtundsechzig.livejournal.com]

...I just do.

[voice]

[maiglockchens.livejournal.com]

What if you can't be really strong like Heine?

[voice]

[achtundsechzig.livejournal.com]

I have to be...

[voice]

[maiglockchens.livejournal.com]

But what if you can't?

[voice]

[achtundsechzig.livejournal.com]

I might as well die.

[voice]

[maiglockchens.livejournal.com]

She matters that much?

I get it... But... Giovanni...

[voice]

[achtundsechzig.livejournal.com]

Yes. ...

...Yes?

[voice] Private to Giovanni

[maiglockchens.livejournal.com]

... <sub>if you die, there won't be anyone left, except Mother, and I...

...</sub>

[voice] Private to Lily

[achtundsechzig.livejournal.com]

...I...

Oh. I see.

[voice] Private to Giovanni

[maiglockchens.livejournal.com]

But...

... but I understand...

[voice] Private to Lily

[achtundsechzig.livejournal.com]

I...

I know you do.